muhasabah CINTA

Wahai... Pemilik nyawaku

Betapa lemah diriku ini

Berat ujian dariMu

Kupasrahkan semua padaMu

Tuhan... Baru ku sedar

Indah nikmat sihat itu

Tak pandai aku bersyukur

Kini kuharapkan cintaMu

Kata-kata cinta terucap indah

Mengalun berzikir di kidung doaku

Sakit yang kurasa biar jadi penawar dosaku

Butir-butir cinta air mataku

Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku

Ampuni silap dan salah selama ini

Ya ilahi....

Muhasabah cintaku...

Tuhan... Kuatkan aku

Lindungiku dari putus asa

Jika ku harus mati

Pertemukan aku denganMu

DerMa ohhh deRmA

derma darah weyhhh...

korang pnh ke?? haaaaaa..mesti x kannn...

hahaha..aku taw cite ney mmg da lapok..

tapi rase macam nak cerita jgkk..

ari tuh mase kat kampus x sempat nak story2...

bezy2..haha..LOL..(tp online x penah miss sehari)

ok..back to our story...

nak djadikan cerita..kat kampus aku ade wat kempen derma darah...

aku dgn excited nye mendaftarkan diri...Hoyeahhh ! Hoyeahhh !

teringin beb nak derma darah...niat aku baik kannn..HAHAHA

aku taw ade macam2 'kemungkinan' yang aku akn kene klau aku derma darah...

tapi xpe..aku sanggup tanggung risiko..sbb da lame aku simpan niat..

since sekolah rendah tuuuu...hehehe..

so, bile da ade peluang..i just grab the chance..

huhuhhuhu...saringan pertama...test jenis darah..

my mom said..darah aku jenis 'o'...

then bile pegawai 2 tny aku..aku ckp la darah 'o'..

so, dy check laa..tup tup..dy tny balik..sape ckp awk darah 'o'...

dengan selambe aku menjawab..."mak saya yg ckp"...hahahaha...

ape daaaaa.. =_=' 

dy tanya..mane mak awk taw..i replied..ntah la..mak yg ckp..sy ikut je..hehe

last2..rupe2 nye darah aku jenis 'B'...

What the pokemon !  (malu siot)  =_='

hahahaha...aku senyum cam kerang busuk laaa dpan dy...

saringan kedua..test blood pressure..

mule2 dy amik BP ak..ehm, BP rendah ney..xpe test balik...

haaaaa...BP awk okeee...blh la derma ea..

dgn muke excited aku keluar bilik tuh..HAHAHA...

aku pown mendaftarkan diri kat kaunter terakhir...

dorang bg buku derma darah n ucap.."selamat menderma"

hahaha...excited tol aku...

so,tunggu punye tunggu...

turn aku plak smpai...peerrrgghhh...

mmg cuak pownnn...xterkate...HAHAHAA

xpe..gagah kan jgk...

semuanye berjalan lancar...1 beg penuh dorang amik darah aku...

hahaha...xpe..aku ikhlas...  =P

well, as i said..mungkin akan ade kemungkinan yg aku akn hadapi...

hahaha..time nurse 2 nak cabut jarum...

aku da start 'goyang'...macam pusing je dunia ney rase...

hahaha...rupe2 nye aku da start nak pitam...

kaki aku ditinggi kan supaya perjalanan darah lancar...

tapi yg membuatkan nurse2 tu cuak adalah kerana....

aku pitam dalam masa yg agak lame...

so, dorang panggil doktor..

and it was unexpected..blood pressure aku turun...

it was 90/40...woooooo...

hahahaha..dorang nak hantar aku pegi hospital...

but i refused...then dorang ckp klau xnak...

kene masuk air...aku just angguk je...

air pown air lahhh...janji x masuk hospital...

hahaha...aku dinasihatkan utk tidak menderma darah ag...

sbb takot perkara yg sama akn berulang...

truly i said..."AKU X SERIK DERMA DARAH" 

hahahaha...

sempat jgk la kwn aku snap2 pic time kene masuk air... 

*wink2.. "selamat menderma" ya kawan2...

Da Habes Daaa..wee ~

Is it ends ??

btol ke ney ??

unbelieveable... @_@

it's end of part 1 !!

hahaha... Alhamdulillah..

I manage to overcome this part 1 semester..

4 months i was away from my parents & it's my 1st time too..

mula2 smpai kat kampus UiTM cawangan Jengka ney..mmg cuak la jgk, seronok pown ade..

Tp niat aku untuk belajar..pursue my dreams & make my parents proud of me..

My life as an Office Management student's had started.. Lagi pun ney kos yang mmg nak dari sekolah lagi... And i'm not going to play around..hahaha...but sometimes i did.. LOL

with our beloved lecturer's

Sekarang ney tgh cuti sem..sebulan je kottt...adehhhhh...

nak cuti lagi !!!  >,<

25 may ney pulak result nak keluar dahh..peerrhhhh...

mmg cuak pownnn...Tapi xpe lahhh..

i've do my best..insya Allah..Now, Tawakkal is the best way.. =)

blaja punye blaja...cinta ape mcm ?? 

hahahaha...ntah la..For now i just surrender 1st...

Ape yang lepas 2 lepas laaa..klau ade jodoh..insya Allah..i'm not going anywhere...

hahaha..nak ckp pasal org t'sayang... Ade ke ???

teeeeettttttttttttt..... Lost Signal...

Ingatlah bahwa CINTA itu adalah rasa. Ia tidak terbina oleh urat, daging, ataupun tulang. Tetapi ia rasa yang terbina di HATI.
Di daerah rasa, tidak ada tua atau muda, Tidak ada permulaan, pertengahan atau pengakhiran. Di hati yang beriman, tetap ada Cinta.
Cinta tetap muda walaupun yang bercinta telah tua... justru cinta itulah yang membentuk hati yang kian sejahtera, bekal kita ke alam Syurga_NYA!

p/s : Sharing is Caring... With Love.. =D

Sepi...

Bisikku pada bulan

Kembalikan temanku,

Kekasihku, Syurgaku,

Tanpa dia malam menemaniku

Sepi memelukku

Bulan jangan biar siang

Biar alam ini kelam

Biar ia sepertiku

Sepi, Sunyi, Sendiri..

life is unexpected...

Well, my final are getting closer and closer now…truly, deeply I’m worried..there so much things that happened..The latest one is my 2^nd brother had an accident..he broke his shoulder and his leg..but his injuries at his ankle quite bad..He lost some of his flesh n skin cause of the accident…I just pray n hoping that he will recover soon..I don’t have any heart to see him like that..yet, he is my brother..For sure I love him..I wish that I can help my parents taking care of him..But I can’t, I hope Allah will take a good care of them as well as they take a good care of me and give them strength to overcome all the difficulties... I love u mama.. I love u abah... Thank you for everything...

my new life start's... UiTM life...

27 Disember 2010...tarikh keramat ak menjejakkan kaki kat UiTM..

But at the same time...It's my birthday!! haha..lol

It is a greatest gift ever!!

UiTM PAHANG  rock's beb..haha

Well this is my 1st time berjauhan ngan family..

Mmg x pnh berenggang pown...n mmg x pnh masuk asrama...

1st week...Gila2 punye homesick...

Peerrgghh...wa x blh ckp cam ne punye homesick...

hahaha...terbaeekkk dowhh!!

MDS plak..mmg waktu yg paling selekeh arr...

mmg x fikir nak makeup ke...pkai bedak ke..ape ke..

NEVER THINK OF IT!!!

hahahaha...sume bende nak kene cpt & pantas...

pantas SISWA!! pantas SISWI!!!

muahahaha...

asyik dengar ceramah jea...wa tatak larat meyhhh... =_='

seronok kacau dhuha tido..muahahaha....

jangan marah haaa....hehe

ATTENTION!!

we are the student of office management & technology...

wa punye class...OM1141F... (terbaekkk!!)

my classmates...cool beb!! hehehe

bile kitorang tension wat assignment...muahahaha....

JUNIOR'S NIGHT...tema kami?? 

AWAN BIRU!!

muahahahaha...

n the most memorable thing that happen on that
night was we are the winner for
Junior's Night Office Management & Technology...

love you guys...a lotttt... =D

korang terbaekkk lah...hehehe

UiTm di hatiku...hehehehe...

OpeN hOusE....

raye..raye...raye....

mmg best kan bila nak raya....

bila dah raya mst ramai yg wat open house kan...

haaaaa...ak pown x ketinggalan wat open house.....

manyak best woooo...hehehe...

yg best nyea..member ak mai n fasya pown join skali...

yg ag best nyea...ckgu tersyg..en.kamal junaidi pown dtg jgk...

hehe...dpt jgk la ak jmpe anak buah ak....

amacam?? comel x??hehehe...cam ak kan....

i had a really great day...ramai sgt yg dtg...around 200+ jgk la yg dtg..

can u guys imagine that?? x menang tgn nak lyn...

anyway...dgn bantuan my friend..ringan la sket beban tuhh...

hehe...seriously mmg pnt...

ak ngan mai laa..kjap2 g kdai..kjap2 g amik mkanan...

mmg x lekat kat umah sgt lah...haha

bab kate org..'org kuat' la kate kannn...haha

cessss..perasan... =P

thanx for helping dear...mai & fasya....

on that day jgk...ramai student uia yg dtg utk membantu....

thanx to them jgk....ade yg perasan ak ney....

ade yg kate muka ak ney familiar sgt...tp x egt ade jmpe kat mane....

haaaaaa...ade rahsia dsebalik nye taw x...

hahaha...actually...ak pnh jaga exam diorang...

ala ala exam officer gitu....haha

xtaw la dorang perasan ke x...hopefully x la...

hehe...malu siott...

akak2 ney la student uia tuhh...comel kan..kankankan...hehehe

kebetulan...birthday mak ak baru je lepas...n kitorang x sempat nak beli kek...

so,pe ag...tgk org la kan...lau nak plan mcm2 ney..mmg ak sukeee...

haaaaaaa...ak pe ag..pakat ngan abah,mai, n student uia utk bg surprise kat mama....

hehehe...ak ngan mai memainkan peranan yg agak penting sbnar nyea...

abah plak..hehe...support 'pitih' sket...hehehe..jgn mrh ye abh...

n student uia berperanan utk memastikan mama x syak pape....

hahaha...semua berkomplot ngan ak..amacam??

terrer x penangan ak??hehe...

so,bile kek sume da beli..litorang hny menunggu masa yg agak sesuai utk keluarkan

kek 2...yela...bz sgt...smpai x sempat nak dduk...

bile ak tgk timing baeekk punye...

sume amik part masing2...show time!! muahahahaa...

mai set up kan kek kat luar...akak uia buat2 tgn melecur...

hahha...pandai ek korang..cayalah...hehehe....

tgn melecur tp blh senyum ag....hehehe..(gimik lbh)

ak plak make sure sume da ready...

then ak minx akak uia bwk mama keluar...

tp mama asyik sgt ngan keje kat dapur...

ak pown pe ag....'Mama,abah panggil'...

dgn sekelip mata dy kuar..hahaha....

bile smpai je kat dpan pintu...sume nyanyi lagu happy birthday....

termangu dy seketika....hahaha....

terkezut kottt...mmg pown sbnarnyea...

lurv this pic damn much.... <3

mama,mai n me..waaahh..3 M's..hehe

anyway..ak puas hati sgt..pe yg dirancang berjalan dgn baik..

alhamdulillah...weee~~

my happy mama....adore u so much....

bile sume org da balik...tetamu sorang dua jea...baru lah dpt duduk....

peerrgghhh...best siot dpt duduk...hehehehe...

ak n the geng pe ag...karaoke time laaa....

pnt2 pown nak karaoke gak...aci ke??

dgr kan lah sura kitorang yg berapa merdu neyhh...hehehe

tp kan..part yg best nye...abah pown nak join gakkk...

walaweyhhh...hahahaha....

nak test suare jgk rupenyeaaa...

hahaha...testing2...1,2,3...

anyway...sume org hepi on that day....

sume org kenyang..buurrpp...alhamdulillah....

hehehe....

that's all for now...

this blog will be updated soon...

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